When

When will it end?
The anxiety,
The fear,
The wondering,
"What if?..."
"How 'bout?..."
"Why not?..."
"Why?..."
"When?"

When will I arrive at
The places I have strived for?
Where I can thrive and have a
Drive - for it has been lost, or
It has lessened... I'm just
Surviving - the damage accrued
Over my lifetime, to my
Heart and mind, have almost
Stopped me in my tracks...

Remember when "when" meant
Stop? Stop filling the cup so it
Won't overflow...
WHEN to the unknowns in my life -
I mustn't stop on the tracks; the
Train is coming.