Jealous Much

Oh too much this green-eyed monster
I was born with... right next to me in
My DNA... spiraling out of control -
out of the double helix-ness of it all.

They are this and I want it.
They are that and I want it too.
They draw attention away from
What I want attention from -
Who do they think they are?
That's for me - I thought... wrong again!
UGH! This makes me turn a hue of
CONFUSED and ENRAGED!!

Who do I think I am that I get this
INFLATED sense of entitlement?

Nothing is owed me - I am and have
Been a has been and yet I'm still blessed.

I wanna be a wanna be like the others of
Whom I am so jealous...

Those green-eyes need some contact lenses of
A different color so I can stop seeing red.