It's our first month and
I will say, I can't believe
How I splayed my arms and
Legs around his being to
Pull him in to me - deceiving
Our hearts and minds with
What? Feelings that we
Never had for another?
So what?
I was excited and now we
Have a mess... because of
My insecurity and lust it
May not last because I
Can not maintain it without
Trust...
One month hopefully leads to
Another month and another until
Forever, but if he's afraid I am
Afraid he will leave me too on
The altar of the Lord, floored,
Depressed and confused.
I bid adieu then to the pain of
Not knowing what to do and will
Cling to what is good and all
That's new in discovering what
God leads us to do... I am just
hoping it's not away from you.
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