Chilled Off

Thursday is today and my
Favorite of the week -
Wish I could go outside and
Play in the new snow that
Has fallen to cover over the
Cracks that have appeared
In my eyes from so much
Crying: I don't know how
To navigate this thing called
Love - my love has this day off
And I wish I could shove away
My responsibilities to spend it
With him in hopes it will
Cement our hearts into one, but
What I am fearing to happen is
Starting to show because the
Snow is melting and I am feeling
That in order to grow we will
Do it apart because of the chill
That has taken our hearts, but that's
Not until tomorrow that it will start!