Unsure

And I don't trust
Anything or
Anyone and then
I wonder why I
Attract that to
Myself...
I feel crushed
By love that
Doesn't feel at all
Like love and
Yet am told and
Promised it is
Over and over and
Yet over and over
Insensitivities are
Continued to be
Played out and
I'm scared I can't
Care or be loved.