I am learning to eek it out.
Eeking it out in life,
Wondering where I am
Supposed to be -
Who I'm supposed to be with -
And why I am where I am...
I've made a mess of my life...
Feel utterly left alone to my own
Devices, rusted over with
Disappointment and pain -
Watching as others' lives don't
Go down the drain like mine has and
Feeling absolutely despairing as
I continue to draw crap to myself in the
Form of people with their own crap that
They smear on me... I guess I've let them...
Where's the shower?
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