Losing Interest

I am scared to care so
Is he... I'm bored... I think...
Should I shrink back and
Quit on this "love"? Is this
That... just that... maybe,
Maybe not... why am I
Sooooo negative about
Everything on the planet of
My life including the love
I have been longing and
Pining and primping for
For sooooooo long?

I can't seem to maintain
Anything very long before
I lose interest... isn't that
Interesting since I can't seem to
Lose interest in losing an interest
In love?