Don't know what I know...

As if I didn't know
I didn't know... I knew
You wouldn't know either.
We declared and shared -
Declaimed and hopefully did
Not maim each others' hearts
In the process of falling in
Love with each others' beings -
Essences - and the sizzle started to
Fizzle in the kisses on the lipsziz and
Ears from fears of hearing the
Stopping of the beating of the chambers that
Push that life flowing, hot, color of Valentines
Liquid into all the areas where it shouldn't
Go quite right yet - exhale pale in
Comparison to the feelings that began -
Begin every time I see that smile -
It quivers, it questions, it doubts - yet
It hopes, and tries not to hurt the receiver
Who stares in disbelief at it thinking,
"Boy am I lucky! Do I deserve this?
Will this last?
Is this falling in the right place, at
The right time...
Called love?"
I know I don't know, but I thought
I knew a few weeks back and now
I don't know and I don't expect much
Better from you.